My husband went to the grocery store and was gone longer than expected. I called him and he said he went to the grocery store further away because they have certain items that the one closer does not. I said “Oh, that’s fine. You had just been gone a while and I wanted to make sure no one had shot up the grocery store or anything.”
I said that with a straight face and all sincerity. That’s legit where my mind goes now. This is not okay.
Get a shrink.
Paranoia isn’t healthy OP. Your fears are not based in reality. Get help.
Am…am I the only one who thinks OP’s husband is just having an affair and this is how OP is coping?